Content

I'm feeling at peace again today with my internal struggles I was having yesterday. I will go into detail later after things cool down a bit....but it is really hard to decide whether you should choose loyalty or financial security. Its hard. But I've let go. I'm leaving it in His hands. Whatever is meant to happen will happen.

The boys are soo excited to be done with school. Today is the last day. I feel bad because the fact that I'm a single mom means that they don't get the lazy summer days that I once got, they still have to go to daycare. But maybe someday I will find my Prince Charming and will have a little less work time to worry about. That would be nice.

I'm excited however, for the summer months. I'm looking forward to goin to the "beach" with the kids again, and really excited for the chance to go to Disneyland. Still need to get my butt moving on saving for that, but I think it will be okay.

I'm taking a hiatus and having a three day weekend. I'm looking forward to being able to relax and spend time with my boys. Yay for Memorial Weekend! I hope you all have a great weekend too!

At Peace

This morning is a good morning. I didn't get raptured...which is either a good thing (not the end of the world yet) or a bad thing (it is the end of the world, but I didn't get saved and I will now be either eaten up in a giant earthquake or engulfed in a giant fireball). This weekend was very crazy and I am so grateful for all of the experiences I had. I completed two very difficult tasks that I never thought I'd be able to do. I got shown love and support in ways I would've never imagined. I am at peace with myself, and I know my life is headed in the right direction finally. I feel strong.

Life is good.