Wednesday, December 5, 2012

Bring It On!

Today was the pinnacle of crappy times for undisclosed reasons that I really don't want to discuss on my blog, but after today I really wonder if there is anything else that can knock me down. Is there? I think the only thing from here is having a death somewhere. No one die, okay? Please? I couldn't handle it right now. I'm feeling overwhelmed. Every aspect of my life has now become unstable and volatile. And I know this will end, I know I'm not given challenges I can't handle but sometimes I wonder why things really need to be so difficult. Why? Why must we go through challenges? And why must they all come at once?
I am thankful to have a supportive family, but for some reason that isn't filling in the gap of loneliness that has hit today. I am soooo tired of going through these struggles alone. I'm soooo tired of not having the kind of support that family can't bring, even with all of their efforts. It's just not the same. I'm just tired. Truly just tired. I know this will get better and I need to have faith, but for now.......just tired.


  1. It will get better. It is always darkest before the dawn. What is it "they" say? God doesn't give you more than you can handle.

    1. I agree....feeling better today. Thanks for the kind thoughts!