Today...

....is a day of recap and random thoughts.

*Nate learned bike safety at his boy scouts pack meeting last night. He also earned lots of badges and beads. He is getting so big and makes me so proud. His hands are ALMOST as big as mine. His feet are already there. Where does the time go?

*I find out today if I can get into school again. I'm hoping its a yes...and I'm hoping that the financial aid will work out otherwise its going to be a no go anyway.

*My goals for June (the 5/5/30 challenge) are not going well. However...on the sweet front I've limited myself quite a bit. So I'm ok with that. At this weeks weigh in I'll know if I met my 5 lb goal. I highly doubt I'll be able to do a 5k this month but maybe. We shall see when the time comes.

*I'm wondering why I always set myself up goals...but lose thunder and stop working towards them after awhile. I need to figure out a way to reward myself so that I can make sure I finish my goals. Apparently the joy of finishing them alone isn't worth it? I dunno.

*I decided I need to find something I love. Something I really enjoy doing and can focus my time on. I think that would help me immensely and keep me from getting super lonely/depressed at night after kids go to bed. What that may be? I do not know.

*I wish life was easy and that whatever we wanted to do would be open to us. Granted...things wouldn't work so well like that either and chaos would be rampant. But still....